lunerlily

leif

2009-08-28T20:39:32Z

so leif really like gymnastic, but hes only 3 so i think right now its the other kids and the fact that they encourage him to run around that he likes. it makes wonder, when i was a kid i had some talent for gymnastics but not the focus so when i got tried of it my parents pulled me out. my grandpa was a gymnast, a hand balance performer, and a body builder, so i think he might have inherited some talent. so if we keep him in it, how do i know when to push him to stay with it or let him quit. it might not mater, he could suck at it but i know there will be something he is good at and i don't know how much to encourage him. how do u tell when they are really done with something and when they are just frustrated. there were soo many things as a child i quit cause they got hard and i was not pushed to stay with them, i wish my parent had pushed me more but i understand that i was a stubborn child and it was hard to tell when i really hated something or was just being lazy.

as leif gets older something get easier, but more things get harder. i really wish i could figure out how to potty train him. he hates the potty, and starts to cry if you suggest he sit on it. he won't even be bribed. he does not see any reason to stop playing and go potty on the potty, if he just goes in the diaper he can keep playing till someone notices he needs to be changed.

sad

2009-05-29T17:56:24Z

red is dead. i think he(?)died of old age. he was a rescue type birde, i never knew hes age, if he was wild caught or bred, i didn't even know if he was a he. i am sure he did not die of starvation or dehydration, cause if he needed water or food he would not have shut up till he got it. i will miss him and i still feel guilty.

BIRTHDAY

2009-05-08T05:35:08Z

so every year i ask erik to plan something for my b-day and every year he leaves till last min and it turns out half ass or i have to take over and plan it myself. every year i get mad at him and feel disappointed. when will i learn? he can not plan and will never be able to, seven years and i am still hoping that he will get it. oh well

lunerlily @ 2009-02-10T09:27:00

2009-02-10T17:28:02Z

Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...

Multi-Faceted Soul

In a way, you are a truly balanced person. You have a good sense of self, but you have periods of worry and self doubt. You don't like to be alone a lot, but you don't like being constantly surrounded, either. You can be shy in some situations and bold in others. You can tell people how you feel, but you don't wear your heart on your sleeve. You aren't "TOO" anything: You aren't too shy, you aren't too aggressive, you aren't too extroverted, you aren't too introverted. However at any one time you can be any combination of these things.

You tend to adapt yourself to match the situations in which you find yourself. You may be quiet and sensitive with some people, or joking and loud with others. These are all facets of your personality. People tend to perceive you as they want to perceive you. They may even tend to idealize you a bit. Then, when you do something that doesn't fit their concept of who you are (like have an outburst of anger, or a fit of shyness, or make an insensitive joke)they can be shocked and surprised. Does anyone know the real you?

Your daemon would represent your multi-faceted and ever-changing personality, as well as people's tendency to idealize you. He or she would get angry when you did not, be calm and poised when you felt ruffled and anxious, and always be the voice of emotion and reason in your ear.

Suggested forms:
Swan, Elephant, Koala, Panda, Chameleon, Wolf.

Take The Golden Compass Daemon Test at HelloQuizzy

hi

2008-09-23T00:14:34Z

i have a leather corset that looks like wood and ai want to wear it for Halloween, but i dont want to pair it with a flowing skirt. i would like to do something a little feral and dark, but i cant think of what kind of bottoms to wear. can any one help?

photos

2008-08-22T18:35:11Z

my grandmother has asked for family photos. i need to get some taken but i hate having my photo taken i am always so unhappy wit them and they cost sooo much. plus leif is so small and wiggly that i dont think he would sit though a shoot. any body know a good photographer that works cheep?

lunerlily @ 2008-02-16T12:45:00

2008-02-16T20:45:18Z

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I am a
Snapdragon

What Flower
Are You?

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lunerlily @ 2008-01-23T11:54:00

2008-01-23T20:12:14Z

so things are pretty good here. leif is healthy and active, if still on the very small size, i do worry that he is not growing but the grandmas tell me his parents were small so its normal.
erik really likes his job, i want him to move over to the remodel side but cant push him too much. he will do what he is comfortable with and i have to let him.
we are going to start trying to refinance the house. we need to remove the thing on the mortgage that says we cant rent it out. once the house is refinanced we can start looking for a house or land in kitsap county (north end).
time in this house really went fast. we didn't get all the things we wanted to do with it done but i guess that saves resources for the next house. i hope that this next house will be the last house we ever buy. HOME.
also when we have the current house available for renters we are going to try for baby # 2, i am soooo hoping for a girl but am warming to the idea of two boys, boys are nicer to there moms when teenagers.
i really hope to have lost more weight before getting pregnant but i don't know if i can wait that long.

is it me?

2007-12-19T19:21:11Z

love love looove

2007-12-05T19:34:37Z

h2>The Five Love Languages</h2>My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		9
Quality Time:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Receiving Gifts:		5
Words of Affirmation:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

ugh

2007-10-13T00:12:52Z

i love my husband but i can not work with him.

we are redoing the bathroom in the mother-in-law cottage. he built a cabinet to go under the sink with off set the drain. so we went to the plumbing store after we took measurement. i told him to ask the lady for a drain system for under the sink, and i went to look at faucets. he come finds me and says he is ready to go. we buy the parts and leave. when we get home we start to mock it in. and nothing is fitting together i ask how did she put it together? he say i don't know. ok what part fits to the P-trap. he says i don't know. did she put them together in the store. yes he says. i can't find ant part that attach to the p-trap. he then tells me that she didn't attach anything to the p-trap cause he told her he already had one.

end of this is nothing fits cause the plumbing lady was working off the wrong info. i ask why didn't he just ask what he need based off the measurement buy it all including a p-trap. he say I DONT KNOW.

lunerlily @ 2007-07-23T23:55:00

2007-07-24T03:55:30Z

4:00AM

2007-06-19T15:33:49Z

i woke up at four cause the kitten was making a strange noise. i went out into the living room. out on the deck was a raccoon playing in leifs pool. it was so cute. we had left some baby toys in there and the rain had put about a inch or so of water in it. the raccoon was splash around and trying to pick up the toys. the kittens tail was fully fluffed and she kept jumping at the window. it was very neat.

seeing as leif hates water im glad someone had fun in the pool

erik daemon

2007-04-28T05:57:25Z

is it me

2007-04-26T16:25:39Z

clicko on it to tel me if you think its right for me

lunerlily @ 2007-04-23T08:19:00

2007-04-23T15:21:31Z

leif didnt go to sleep till 3am. i still feel like poop. today will not be fun

sick

2007-04-22T21:14:16Z

i am sick. and because i am feeding leif i cant take any thing and because i have leif i cant sleep. i am miserable.

ouch

2007-04-05T22:24:07Z

he is trying to learn to stand and is discovering that gravity works, usually head first.

not a toy

2007-04-02T20:45:21Z

it never fails, i place him in a circle of toys and he will always find something not a toy to play with.

iphone bitch

2007-03-29T18:47:15Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHO8l-Bd1O4

this is funny
klicrai i think you will really like this

worried

2007-02-13T02:54:53Z

we are planning to have another baby i a year or two. i really want a girl. in eriks family line goes back five gen and has no girls born in it.

i had a dream last night were i had another baby and it was a boy. i was so upset in my dream that i keep crying. i am worried that if i have another boy i won't love it as much as i love leif. i don't want to look at my new baby and always be wishing it was a girl. i get don;t want him to grow up thinking he disappointed me from birth, but i really want a girl.

i am trying to convince erik that if the next kid is a boy to adopt a girl. but erik only wants two kids.

lunerlily @ 2006-11-29T14:04:00

2006-11-29T21:04:05Z

Anubis

Clever, fatalist, deep. Sympathetic, generous, loving and perseverant in proving their view point

Colors: male: sienna, female: crimson
Compatible Signs: Bastet, Isis
Dates: May 8 - May 27, Jun 29 - Jul 13

Role: God of death and mummification
Appearance: Jackal or a jackal-headed man
Sacred animals: jackal

What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

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nocturnal

2006-11-14T09:59:41Z

leif has inherited my sleeping patterns. so now i am up all night with him and sleeping most the day. i do not have cable so tv turns off at 2:00 and i ether read on get online. i am also starting a at home travel agent thing so if any of you are planing on going anywhere message me.

get out

2006-08-08T19:20:12Z

still have not given birth. i was due on the 31st. if i don't have him by the 15th they are going to induse. i really would like him to come out on his own. doc says he is about 9 pounds. thats huge. im only 5 foot. my mom is worried i won't be able to pass him. he is just to happy in me. he must get this from his dad. his dad never listens to his mom.

baby boy

2006-05-23T19:07:46Z

so leif is moving a lot. it tickles sometimes and makes hard to get to sleep but it has got to be one of the most amazing feeling ever. when hes not moving and im doing something else i forget he is there and then he will wiggle and it makes me smile.

tara is throwing me a baby shower and my mother-in-law is coming. that will be interesting.

im seriously considering selling my excess breast milk. according to tara and the stranger there is a large underground market for it. and i will most certainly make more then leif can drink so why not get some money out of it rather then waste it. i will have to get a really good pump. the thing about breasts is the more you empty them the more milk they will make, just call me betsy.

i still plan to see if i can make cheese with human milk